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It's Sunday! Today, we have some games, and in between, I'm going to make dinner. I'll probably do as much of it as I can this morning. If I need to slice and reheat the chicken tonight, that's fine. My sister kindly got dinner last night, so I didn't have to stand (still a bit sore) so I am not making the spinach lasagna today. I might prep it between games so we'll have it to just bake tomorrow. That would get some enormous containers of spinach out of my fridge.

Yesterday was mostly quiet aside from going out to lunch. We got some excellent Mexican food from a place in Towson called Mucho Gusto. Very tasty food, and a super sweet waitress. After that, we came and lazed, and eventually, I did some prep work for our first game. I need to go looking at my maps, and find some maps for the feywild, which is one of their options of places to go. Went to bed early and passed out pretty quickly. Of course, that meant that I woke up at 6:30am, which is not my first choice. I was hoping for 8. Oh well.

Today, we have Arvandor, which I DM and Prophecy of the Nine Omens which is all [personal profile] poisontaster .

I had taken yesterday off, so that I could go get our cow share, but apparently, it's still aging at the butcher. We went to this place last year, and they give you a nice big duffle bag of frozen, aged beef. It was so freaking good. You get an email, and you get to choose what you want in your bag. It's entirely worth the long ass drive to get to the farm for pickup. It's about an hour and a half drive.

Before then, I need to get a nice cooler, so that we transport our meat easily and safely.

We're t-minus 13 days from the fandom get together. It'll be 9 fanpeople at an all you can eat steak buffet for brunch. I'm looking forward to it.

It should be loud and raucous and I hope the restaurant is ready for us. lol

Okay, I'm going to hop off here and start working on my chicken. my herbed butter is not going to make itself. Everyone have a stellar Sunday!!
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My god, I'm exhausted today. If I didn't ave a Saturday shift, I'd definitely still be in bed.

Yesterday's meeting went pretty well. I got up half an hour early and got myself together to go forth down to the city. I looked very business appropriate in a pencil skirt, a teal blouse and dress shoes. (Remember those dress shoes.)



I got down there fine, GPS is actually very good for downtown, and I left just before 7, so I was before a lot of traffic. Before I knew it, I was pulling up to the hospital. My plan was to valet, but in my invite package, they mentioned that the conference center was right by the one bridge from the parking garage, so I gave it a try. I found a pretty close spot, so I was like "okay, I can do this." And sure enough, the conference room was *right* there.

I had 60 min before my meeting officially started, so I figured I'd try to get my badge, and did hike one, which was about a mile all totaled. Nothing horrible, but yeah. Dress shoes.

I couldn't get my badge, because I needed a paper from HR, which I in no way had time for. So, I went back to the conference room and figured I'd try after we were done.

On my walk there, I heard my name, and found the director of Radiology addressing me. She recognized my picture from the article and paused to say hello and introduce herself.

They had a light breakfast--bagels and pastries. I had half a bagel, not wanting to be greedy. Then we had the meeting. It was good. Just your basic "welcome to Hopkins." It was interesting to find that we had scheduled over 300,000 exams just for the outpatient centers alone. A chunk of those the pt scheduled via mychart, but we did a good number. I do wonder how much money we bring in. It's gotta be fairly steep.

During the meeting, we were encouraged to participate, and the head of radiology singled out the story I had online, about the sweet patient. She was very complimentary and held it up as an example of something that was top of the line customer service, and would drive brand loyalty. So that was nice.

Afterwards, we got a tour of the hospital. It was about 2 1/2 miles of walking. In dress shoes.

I did it, but goddamn.

I did get a good view of the famous Hopkins Dome and took a picture.



Finally, our tour was almost over.

We stopped in our fifth building to get our box lunches, and swag and came back through the building where I needed to get my badge. Peg let me beg off the rest of the tour so I could get my badge at that point, and I did so. After 18 months, I finally have my Hopkins credentials! I don't technically need them, but I wanted them.

Then, I gimped back to the sky bridge, stopping at the gift shop in the Children's Center. On an end cap by the door, I glimpsed a pile of rainbows, and thought "surely they don't have gay pride stuff prominently displayed in the gift shop in the Children's center! Uh, dear reader, they had a FUCKTON of gay pride things displayed. I got a mug for Jess that says "Queer AF."

Then, I toddled off to my car. Right around ten minutes from home, the leg cramps started to hit.

That became a theme for the next three hours. My legs and feet were NOT happy.

I got home and unpacked all my swag, which included a nice tote bag, a cool automatic umbrella, some sunglasses, lip balm, lens cleaners and a nail file/mirror combo.



I took a little nap once the leg cramps eased up, and then ordered dinner. We had game after dinner, and that was a lot of fun.

Today work, then nothing scheduled. I'd like to go get my pills, but aside from that, just relaxing and recovering. My legs are just sore as hell today. But since I walked somewhere between 3-4 miles in totally non supportive flats, I'm not shocked.

Okay, time for me to get myself together for work. Everyone have an amazing Saturday!
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Meeting day! I am very nervous. And again, I'm kind of wondering what the endgame for this is. The purpose stated to me is to "get me face time with Peg". But I don't know to what end. I'm apparently just supposed to go and be me at her? Which is not comforting. I'm waiting for my Vyvanse to kick in, maybe that'll help settle me down, since right now I'm a bit nervous. I'm just not sure I'm very good at being a schmoozer. Work has set parameters that I need to follow, that makes sense to me. This is freeform. Ugh.

Oh well, all I can do is my best. None of my managers are going to be at this meeting, so I'm basically being tossed to the wolves. It's an orientation meeting, so at least I won't have to do full time schmoozing. The thing is, Patient Access Specialists like me do not get an orientation like this. We get an online orientation with all the other secretarial people. Thus, I'm assuming that I'm being thrown in with the doctors and nurses. I'm not sure how I stand out among that.

Again, I'll deal, but wow. It's only half a day, I can do this. I'm just going to blast Ghost all the way down, and I'll be good. At least I can finally get my employee badge.

Tomorrow, we don't have anything planned. A friend had invited us over to their apartment for fajitas, but I'm not sure I want to go out at all. We'll see.

Tonight, since I'm only working half a day, I'm going to either make a full roasting chicken with dressing and mashed potatoes and gravy or alternately, I'll make spinach lasagna.

Sunday, we have a shitton of games, so we'll be ordering dinner, or eating leftover lasagna.

Okay, time for me to go forth and start getting ready. Everyone have an stellar Friday!
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We're sliding into the weekend! Two and a half more days (for me).

Yesterday was very busy. Yet I was triumphant at getting someone in for a Cardiac MRI, so it was a good day. The patient had called earlier and gotten one at the end of the month, which is SO rare. these normally are booking out to October. But the spouse called back to ask about the wait list and got me. And I'll admit, I tooted my own horn a bit, telling them that they got the right person, as I am nominally in charge of cardiac slots. The order had been put in incorrectly, as it was from an outside doctor and the person who put it in failed to notice the STAT on it. I fixed it, and promised that I'd keep an eye out. And sure enough, there was a cancellation within 2 hours, and he went from end of the month to tomorrow. And I felt superior and smug.

The rest of the day was pretty busy. I called a LOT of patients back, and sent a lot of messages.

Tomorrow, I presumably have the meeting with the big boss. I still question the motive behind this. It's technically an orientation meeting for new radiologists and techs, but my top two managers in my dept feel like this could be important, so off I go, down to the city and the big hospital. At least that's my current plan. I still haven't gotten an invite, so I don't know a ton of when, where etc. I just know it's on the Zayed concourse. I'm going to run out tonight and get some gas in my car, just to have a full tank, and maybe get another $40 out so I have some extra cash.

I'm not really a city girl. I like the things a city holds--good, diverse food and entertainment, but I hate city driving. Fortunately, the hospital is near the Russian church I go to every fall for their festival, so the route is pretty simple.

Saturday, I'll work, and then I shall have a nice weekend. I had blocked Saturday off to go get our cow share, but since I haven't heard from them, I'm assuming that they're not done dry aging. This is sad, as the next few weekends could be tough to find time drive the hour and a half to pick them up. They'll be 100% worth it, mind you. Those were some of the best steaks I've had. It's not a huge share, just like a tote bag full, but it'll keep us for a few weeks.

Okay, time to finish up and go forth and get ready for another busy day. Everyone have an excellent Thursday!
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What images are used as avoda zarah, and can you benefit from things that have previously been used for avodah zarah? If so, what sorts of things and what needs to be done first, and who has to do them. Still a fun time!

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Welcome to Wednesday! It's gotta be less frustrating than Tuesday was.

Update on the bank situation: Wells Fargo can eat a dick. As of this morning, I can actually see the check in the account again, though I have not gotten an update regarding the closing of the account. I was on the phone with three separate levels of customer service yesterday trying to get things straightened out, as well as Jess calling. The big sticking point was that because they locked the account, it was overdrawn, because it wouldn't let me transfer money in to cover it. So I called to ask about that and got singularly unhelpful people. They were threatening that if it wasn't brought up to date (how?) I would be charged $35/item. I finally told them that if I was charged a single cent, we were going to have a problem and hung up.

All of this left me feeling shitty and sad yesterday. Like I said, today I can see the check, so that's something. I will be transferring the money out of the account as quickly as possible, and putting it into a different account with the plan of closing this one asap. I'm not dealing with their shit again. We've got a minimum of 3 checks yet to come, and I'm not going to have them do. this again.

Add to the bank clusterfuck, we got a note that they're doing a pest control sweep on Thursday. Which should be thrilling, what with Yoda and Boodle. Not looking forward to it. Plus, I'm going to have to stop working for the time they're here because HIPAA.

Today, the pupper is going to get his day of beauty. I'm dropping him off during my lunch break, and picking up after I get off work. He will of course, be a little angel for her.

Though he was super good for his walk yesterday. I was very proud of him. There were three dogs, including one who barked at him and five people and the worst he did was a little gruffle at the dog who barked, but he turned away and walked like a good boy. I think the increase in prednisone is helping him. I was also a little proud of me, since for the first time, I walked the full circuit around the neighborhood. I'm a little sore, but I need to increase my stamina, since I'm going to be in charge of walks once Jess has their surgery in 5 weeks.

Work was busy yesterday. I did 41 calls, plus some extra curricular schedule filling and calling patients back. Friday I have my meeting with the big boss, so we'll see how that goes. I'll figure out what time I need to leave to get downtown in time. I'm definitely valet parking, because fuck that shit. I figure I'm going to have to hike the hospital as it is. I'm cautiously extending my walking ability, but that's in tennis shoes, not dress shoes.

Okay, I'm going to go forth and see how much the bank will let me transfer at once. Probably about $5k, so that's going to take at least six days. We'll see. Everyone have an awesome Wednesday!
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I am so tired today and fully annoyed with my bank.

So I had started the account in may, knowing that I needed a brick and mortar bank to deposit the checks from Dad's account into. I deposited one, which as you may remember was an ordeal. They were treating it like it was fraudulent, and I spent 2 hours on the phone. Cue yesterday when Jess got the first payout from her father's death. They deposited the check, and four hours later, I got an email that my account was being closed, because they suspected the check was altered. WTF. I called, and they wanted to talk to Jess. They went over things, and gave them the customer service number of the company the check was drawn off. Since it was 7:30 pm, they were closed, so they couldn't do anything. Jess has to call again today and wait while they verify shit. In the meantime, I don't know whether if it's verified, they'll rescind the closing, or if I need to pull the money as soon as it clears. It's just fucking annoying and I'm rethinking Wells Fargo as my bank. Jess has several more checks coming off their father's accounts, some of which are quite a lot of money, and I don't know if we're going to have to go through this every single fucking time.

As a result, I didn't sleep well last night, and today I am headachey and cranky. We'll see what the morning brings. Either way, once this is settled, I'm going to be calling customer service and ripping some supervisor a new asshole. I'm just thoroughly frustrated and angry. I'll be nice, but I will explain why it was a bad idea to fuck with us.

Aside from the last couple of hours, yesterday was a good day. I worked. It was busy. I made dinner. I didn't get any cleaning done, but I did get my nails painted?

My last manicure was a gel manicure, which fucked my nails the hell up. They look like shit, just beat to hell, and thin. They've been cracking and chipping and I had to cut them all down to nothing. Some are less than nothing. I've been painting them so I don't have to look at them, but it still doesn't look great with all the nicks and dings on them. Whatever polish they used just would not come off. I soaked and used oil, and I still ended up scraping it clear. Never again. Now I just have to wait for them to grow out.

In related news, I've really been enjoying Lakur nail polish. It goes on very smooth, and only a couple of colors have required a second coat. They also have a couple topper polishes that I like very much. One is moonstone, which is a faintly iridescent blueish tint, the other is a clear with little sparkles. Both are adorable.

I'm debating on what color I want to paint them for Friday, when I have my delayed meeting for work. It'll involve going down to the main hospital and spending half a day with my bosses boss. I'm both nervous and looking forward to it. I should be getting my invitation soon that'll tell me where to go. I know I need to stop in the badge office and get a new badge, as mine got lost in our move from one location to the other. It was sent to the old, and no one was every able to retrieve it.

I've got my outfit picked out, a cute secretarial dress and a nice top with flats. Hopefully I'll make a good first impression. I'll make sure my makeup is on point, and try to look good. Then, I just need to turn it on. Definitely need to remember my Vyvanse that day.

Okay, time for me to go forth and get dressed. Everyone have a wonderful Tuesday!
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On the bright side, the advantage of using one-store-only virtual cards lets me know exactly which online restaurant ordering site (orderonlinemenu.com) has the leaky data security, and my credit card automatically denied the fraudulent charge.

Oy.

At least it was just a virtual number stolen, so from the email, it seems like maybe my credit card won't decide to cancel this number and give me a new one if I report the fraud. After the Really Absurd Number Of Times my card number got stolen last year, I had to make a list in a spreadsheet of which card and which virtual numbers on which cards were used on which sites, so I could update them. So even if not, this process is easier than it was. But the email just says to lock the virtual card number so it can't be fraudulently charged. Which it already has been.

This is just so annoying.

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For music Monday, I bring you Ghost (I know, really? How shocking!



I originally wasn't that fond of this song. Then I saw it in concert, and it's played so playfully and with such joy that I couldn't help but adore it.



This is the audio from the MSG concert. It's not the greatest audio, but it's still pretty entertaining.

Yesterday was a busy and and I am rather tired and sore this morning. I did everything I said I was going to do, except I wasn't so good at protecting my back from the vacuuming, and thus am a wee bit sore.

Brunch and dinner turned out reasonably well. I wasn't an enormous fan of the homemade stuffing, but it wasn't bad. Next time, I may get a food processor to chop the onions, and celery so they're not such large chunks. IT had a good flavor though. I've got actual man made stuffing coming from Sam's club tomorrow, I think. I'm going to use that to stuff the chicken that I'm making. The rest was pretty good.

Special mention of the Dutch baby that has only failed to rise once. Yesterday, it rose beautifully, and was delicious. Recipe can be found right here.. All you really need is a seasoned cast iron pan. I have a 14", so I double the recipe, but the single batch was perfect for an 8" that I started making them in. IT makes a somewhat eggy batter, but not so eggy that Jess doesn't like it. They are the one who requested it, and had two helpings.

I love our new vaccum, it 100% is awesome at getting shit like litter up. I just know that cleaning one small room at a time is my limit. As a result, our room is lovely, No little to then track into our bed.

Today, I shall work, and then I shall figure out dinner. I need to get something out to cook. I'm leaning towards the faux snow crab legs. They were delicious last time, and I could go for something with a little spice. I saute them with old bay abd butter, and they're so tasty.

I need to clean out the big pyrex container so I can put in the leftovers.Right now, it's full of onion soup. I need to get a container of crab meat, so I can make some cream of crab as it gets colder.

But for now, I shall go forth and get myself together. Everyone have the best Monday you can Monday!
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A Diary Of A Wimpy Kid knockoff published by Artscroll, and is exactly what you'd expect given its bona fides.

Dovi is a 4th grader at a new school and is having problems fitting in, except we have no reason to believe he's not fitting in, because that's told and not shown in any way, so it's not clear why his teacher sends him to the school therapist rabbi to be told to keep a diary. He misses his old school but we are never given any specifics about his old school or his old friends. Specifics? What specifics?

We don't even get a good idea of how many siblings he has and the age spread (his oldest brother -- probably -- went off to yeshiva in Israel, except considering the age spread of the kids, that's likely high school, but why mention any details?)

He does a lot of unspecified learning, including running a chavrusa program. He gains friends. He has no real problems and is not a wimpy kid. The shenanigans are generic and probably very boring to the target audience, who are used to the many books in this genre already, and except certain things from a confessional diary of a 4th grader at a new school who has to see the school therapist because he's not fitting in. Those things are not in this book.

Overall, I found it very bland. And that's probably the biggest problem.

Because the thing is, I don't like Diary Of A Wimpy Kid. It's better than Captain Underpants, but most things are better than Captain Underpants. All these Wimpy Kid books and that entire segment of midgrade -- I don't like them.

I'm not supposed to like them. They are written to appeal to a midgrade audience, not to the parents of the midgrade audience.

Dovi Diaries was written to appeal to adults.

But you know what? I've read worse from Artscroll.

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I haven't posted about the secret project for a bit, between my father's death and top surgery preparations, but I've been poking at it again. I found this song that's almost eerily appropriate for it:



(particularly the part about "the gods we thought were dying were just sharpening their blades" because Penn is doomed to be entangled with gods no matter which universe he's in.)
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Yet again, I woke up at 7am, and could absolutely not get back to sleep. I tried! Ah well, it'll do. My back was a wee bit sore, so I took some ibuprofen and am waiting for it to kick in. The joys of being 53.

Today shall be relaxing and some cleaning and cooking. First up, shall be brunch. Then, I will relax and then clean, then dinner. I'm debating on making sourdough stuffing for the pork chops. The ones from Sam's club are usually pretty thick and I could slice and stuff them. Might be good. Add in some honey roasted carrots with a tiny bit of chili powder and salt, and it should be delicious. I got the big loaf of sourdough, and sage, thyme and parsley, so why not?

Yesterday was a good day. I did mostly nothing. We got dressed and went to the post office so Jess could mail out some forms, and then came back and had breakfast and then played a game.

The game ended up being super fun, as I had a big boss battle set up. Good lord those were a lot of characters to keep track of! Next session, we have a ton of wrap up to do, and then the players will be deciding which plot hook they want to pick up on. I've got two options, either of which would be good with me. I shall spend time uploading a few maps, so that either way, we're covered. Debating pulling some of the Witchlight maps out of storage and reusing them for good, since they're good depictions of the Feywild. Definitely will reuse the castle maps, as that was super detailed.

After game, we relaxed for a bit, and then we ran out and grabbed dinner. As per usual, we got way too much food, and now I have a Chinese pork "hamburger" for lunch tomorrow, nom nom. Also braised beef and potatoes and plain handpulled noodles, which I can add a little soy and gochujang as a treat.

Tomorrow it's back to work. I need to ask if the meeting for Friday is still on or if it's getting bumped again. Either way, I have my clothes ready. I just need to decide which skirt to wear. Full business, or slightly funky. I love both options.

But first, another day to relax and plot out future outings. The lovely [personal profile] poisontaster has agreed to join us in November for a brunch at Brunch at Amoora which is a semi-exclusive event. They only hold one brunch per month, and I'm determined to get in for November. I'm just going to haunt those reservations until they become available.

At some point between now and then, I'd like to go for their dinner menu, just to taste the food. I adore Middle Eastern food, so I'm very excited to try it.

Okay, time to go forth and work on waking the hell up. Everyone have a stellar Sunday!
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It's Saturday! And as usual, I managed to sleep til about 7am. Go team me. I was up at 5:40am because the cat demanded breakfast, but I went back to sleep for a while.

Yesterday was a good day. Work wasn't crazy, I was able to get some people in, and when it was over, we got to go out.

Well, first I did have my psych appointment, which went fine. I'm doing well, no notes.

Then, we went out to celebrate Jess' graduation. I don't know if I mentioned that, but they finally finished the medical transcription program, graduating with a 97.8%. I'm so very proud of them. We decided to go to Fogo, and had a lovely time eating way more than we really needed to. They had a pork belly with lime and honey that was especially tasty, as was the filet wrapped in bacon. I always say I'm not going to fill up from the market table, but then I get up there, and there's the roasted garlic and marinated mushrooms and artichokes, and I end up getting some every time. Honestly, I should just go for lunch from the market table now and then. I could 100% make a meal out of that.

Today, we're going to go forth and visit the post office to mail some stuff back to one of the many places that Jess' dad had accounts. Maybe I'll make some breakfast. We'll see. I might do it tomorrow when we don't have a game. I suppose I could make it 2 times, but that seems excessive.

Tomorrow, we have nothing planned, and it's definitely going to be a blend of doing nothing and some cleaning. Vacuuming will need to happen.

Maybe I'll make a pool trip, I don't know. We'll see.

Okay, on that note, I'm going to wrap up and consider what I want to do as far as food. Everyone have an excellent Saturday!
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It's Friday!! One more day of work, then 2 glorious days off. I'm going to sleep til at least 7 (no matter what the cat says) both days! I know that doesn't sound like very late, but I normally get up between 5:00am-5:30am, so it's actually not bad. And I'm going to relax and have game on Saturday and do some cleaning on Sunday.

Tonight, unfortunately, due one of my player's cancelled flight with all the rain and storms yesterday, our game tonight had to be cancelled. Both Jess and I am sad, so we're going to go out for dinner. Where we're going out to dinner is up in the air, because I am indecisive and want Jess to have the best time because this was their favorite game that got cancelled. I'm waffling between Fogo de Chao or Venetian Italian Eatery. Both sound good. I will see which Jess would prefer.

Tomorrow, barring calamity, we have Arvandor, which I'm looking forward to. I left them at the beginning of battle, that they should be able to win easily. But, I have a few tricks up my sleeve that should make things interesting. I'm looking forward to springing it on them. It'll probably be the near-end of this arc, but there's more to come. I've got some more maps to source and upload for the next part.

I love sourcing maps. I mostly use https://www.czepeku.com/ for my maps, with assists from other map makers and sometime google search when I have a very particular map that I need.

Sunday, I definitely need to vacuum, in small stages so my back doesn't get pissy. And do some tidying. The house is a little raggedy right now, and I want to pretty it up a bit. It's nothing overwhelming, just need to pickup and put shit where it belongs.

Yesterday was busy. I did a lot of calling people and trying to work them in at places. It worked out well, at least. I got a lot of people in. I expect today to be more of the same. Usually my counterpart is off, so I get all the callbacks.

I'm still on my Ghost kick. At some point, I'll stop randomly singing snippets of their music. I showed Jess the frankly weird video for Dance Macabre. It's kind of wild, setting up the original lore for Ghost--Sister Imperator and the first Papa Nihil's meeting. The romance is kind of sweet in a weird way.



(Some weird imagery and vampiric violence.)

And on that weird little note, I shall go forth and get dressed. Everyone have a fantastic Friday!
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Well, that sucked. Yesterday I woke up with a bit of a headache and it just never really went away. I ended up leaving work at 12, and napping to no avail. I still have a little headache this morning, but it's moved to the other side of my face, so hopefully this one will go away through judicious pain reliever use.

I cancelled game and just relaxed last night, because there was no chance of me concentrating.

After I napped for a little while, we watched the concert/lore movie Ghost put out last year. I'd watched it with Jess when it came out on video last year. It was my first real introduction to the band, because I figured if Jess wanted to see them live, I should know what they did. Most of it went over my head last time, but I was very engrossed this time. And of course, I knew most of the music, which helped.

So part of the mystique is that there have been five lead singers (all the same dude, in different makeup or a mask). They each are the Pope of a shadowy unnamed Satanic Organization. Normally, after an album or two, that "Papa," as he's called, will die, making room for a new somehow related Papa. The last one, who was forced to be Cardinal for a cycle to prove his worth was Copia. He was eventually promoted to Papa Emeritus, and finished out a second cycle. Everyone expected him to die at the end of the movie, but instead his mother died, making way for him to ascend to the head of the shadowy organization, becoming Frater Imperator. The new Papa, V, is Papa Perpetua.

Perpetua is who we saw. The last few Papas sung in full face masks, which the lead singer says is like trying to play soccer in flip flops. Perpetua wears a half mask and makeup, which he finds to be much better. Perpetua is supposed to be Copia's twin brother, who only their mother knew about. Copia hates him. He popped the V key off his computer so as to avoid his brother's symbol.

Anyhow, there's footage of the twins playing in the movie, and one is dark haired and one is tow headed. So it is now my headcanon that Perpetua wants to be accepted so badly that he dyed his hair to look more like Copia. And that makes me happy.

Today, I just have work, and then I may make some cookies. I could really go for some soft baked snickerdoodles.

I'm looking forward to the weekend. We have Frostmaiden on Friday, then I'm off on Saturday, and then Arvandor at 12:30. It's been weeks upon weeks since we played either.

And on that note, I'm going to go forth and put on pants. Everyone have an outstanding Thursday!
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I slept like a rock last night. It was lovely, and I feel much better today.

It's kind of surprising, since yesterday afternoon, I was ready to claw my face off. First, I had a bad call. I fucked up getting info at the beginning, and had an auto fail. I have done it a couple of times before, and I fucking hate it every time. It feels like a personal failing. Then, the dog wouldn't go out for me. Then Jess was upset with themselves for not knowing how a notary works, even though they've never done a notary. And the dog was barky and it just had me on overstim anxiety. I took some meds and they got me through the rest of the day.

Of course, then in the afternoon I discovered a new thing. Hopkins has a concierge service for important/rich people, called a concierge service. And I've spoken with the doctor over there a few times when she called in to get a patient scheduled. And once I had to see how I could work things, and when pressed, I gave her my direct number. And the motherfucker gave it out to a patient! I'm sitting there on the phone with a patient when I get another call. I call back after I finish doing my actual job, and yup. It's a patient calling me directly. According to them, Dr. Clever says I'm "the only helpful one in the call center, and she wished I scheduled for more depts." Which, great compliment, but no thank you. I'm not your personal flying monkey. I did not sign up to be a concierge radiology scheduler.

I'm debating on letting my manager know. I may wait to see if it happens again or if this was a one off. Concierge is a big dept that makes a lot of money, and if it came to a throwdown, I don't know that we would win.

I'd prefer to keep it as not my circus, not my monkeys, but I fear that I do know the clowns.

After that, I made dinner and went to bed, seeing as I was still tired from not sleeping two nights before.

And I realized that I misquoted Brennan yesterday. The full quote is ""In the same way your heart feels and your mind thinks, you, mortal beings, are the instrument by which the universe cares. If you choose to care, then the universe cares. If you don't, then it doesn't." I need to get that tattooeed somewhere. It's a bit long, so I don't think they could do the forearm. Oh well, I'll see what the artist says once I book a consult. Sometimes, DMs pull the best quotes out of thin air while they're DMing.

Tonight, we have a game, assuming everyone is able to play. The heat is really kicking everyone's asses, especially our player who takes public transportation to work. Though when I take Yoda out, it's like instant migraine, so it's not doing me great either.

I am looking forward to cooler weather soon.

We'll have been in the apartment for 7 months tomorrow. That's a little bit bonkers. It feels like we've been here forever. It's just home now. The house is a distant memory. It cost us 10k to get rid of it, but it was worth it.

Okay, time to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have an amazing Wednesday!
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Thankfully, I slept a wee bit better last night, so I don't feel like death today. I'm still tired, because my bladder was a bit overactive, but not terrible. I'll at least be a little more focused at work today. I felt like I was flailing a little bit towards the end of the day.

Also, tonight I shall make dinner. I ordered last night, because I dared to sit down after work and that was it. I was going to be prying my ass off the sofa for dinner, but I wasn't going to cook it. Tonight, I need to actually do some cooking. I'm thinking about making some pie crust this morning, and then having it to make my pot pies for dinner.

I was a serious lump yesterday. Understandably so, what with 3 hours of sleep, but still.

Today is supposed to be close to 100 degrees, so I am definitely not going to go to the farmer's market today. Just walking Yoda has been bad enough, and most of the time when we come in, I have a heat headache. Some of the crazy pills make me more susceptible to heat, so I'm not going to push it. I'm just going to stay in my little air conditioned home and do my thing.

Tomorrow, we have a game, so that'll be fun. It's our Blades in the Dark campaign. I'm slowly building to a nemesis by the name of Mr Fix. A shadowy new power who is going to mess with the players. I'm looking forward to it.

The rest of the week is fairly game heavy. We've got Frostmaiden on Friday and Arvandor on Saturday, and then Jess has their Strixhaven game on Saturday night. Possibly Sunday we'll do something.

I suppose it was inevitable, but the Ghost concert has me thinking about religion and. I don't really know what my beliefs are any more. Nominally pagan, I suppose? I've lost the certainty I once had. I still greet Crows as avatars of the Morrigan, but I'm not sure if that's just habit or not. Jess was telling me about a great interview with the lead singer, Tobias Forge, where he was saying that he can talk about death and what lies beyond forever, but in truth, we just don't know. And maybe we should live in a way that if there's nothing beyond, we're happy with what we did. And that resonated with me. He's also talked about being kind, and helping others. So maybe that's my religion now? Or like in the first arcs of Rusty Quill Gaming, they had a cleric who had broken with Posideon, and now was a cleric of Hope. He got his powers from the hope and goodness of others. But that didn't come with a side of nice. Good yes, nice, not always. So maybe that's me? I don't really know. But maybe. While I'm deciding, I'm just going to be me and help people and love and hope that when I'm long gone, people will remember me as someone who did good. Maybe I won't decide, I don't know. I miss the pageantry of religion, but I don't know that I need a creed or commandments to tell me what to do. I don't know. Something I've been thinking about.

I think it comes down to what a very wise DM, Brennan Lee Mulligan, once pulled out of his ass. "You are the instrument by which the universe cares."

And on that note, I'm going to get myself ready for work. Everyone have a stupendous Tuesday!
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A good time! Some nice stuff where you can really see the development of halacha over time about a lot of relevant kashrus stuff (bread, cheese, wine, milk, fish, grasshoppers, prepared foods, etc). But not much to note about specifics. But it is amusing that grocery fraud is such a constant: yes, you do have to be concerned that someone who is claiming to sell something has actually substituted something cheaper instead, and also people will absolutely pass off fish as being another kind of fish. You gotta know what you're eating!

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I did not sleep worth shit last night. I just could not fall asleep. I tried listening to music, I tried doing meditation, I tried more drugs, but I just could not. Finally, I dozed off around 2:30 am. I get up at 5:30, so that wasn't a whole lot. I was having anxiety before bed, and I guess the pills and emotional support Ghost that I listened to did not help. Tomorrow, I'll take my pills a bit earlier and see if that helps.

Tonight I will take my pills earlier, and put down everything to try to settle my brain. Sometimes that works, sometimes no.

Today will be a busy day at work, and I am not here for it. I will deal, but by 4:30, I'll be very tired. Looking forward to the boss seeing what I got done on the weekend. I feel like it's pretty impressive, so we'll see what he thinks.

I made grown up mac and cheese last night, inspired by my Strixhaven Game, where we had a great discussion about Locatelli Romano cheese. (They were right, it's excellent cheese). We were going to have chicken with it, but the chicken wasn't quite ready, so we just ate the mac and cheese. It was very tasty and satisfying. The chicken will be eaten tonight. Maybe I'll try making some pie crust and make little chicken pot pies. I have celery and carrots and onions. That could be tasty.

The higher dose of Prozac seems to be helping Yoda some. He actually let us sit in the living room without barking. We might be able to watch a movie now and then. ( I still haven't seen Old Guard 2.)

Tomorrow, I think it's supposed to be 98 degrees, so I'll see if I want to go to the Farmer's market. I haven't been in a few weeks, but I'd like to get some vegetables for the week.

And then Wednesday is payday, so I have to pay a couple of bills. Nothing exciting, just the electric and the internet and phone. Also I have to pay on the sofas. Another few months, and I think they'll be ours. Okay, I looked and we have more than a few months. Whoops. Might start paying a bit more on that.

Next month, I get my payout for referring a friend. After taxes, it'll probably be about $750. I'm debating what to use it for. A nice brunch, definitely. Aside from that, I don't know. Probably just my hair. That's high upkeep. Though I thought about getting a tattoo. I just don't know what.

Okay, time to go forth and get myself together for work. Ugh. And to put some eggs on to boil for breakfast. Everyone have the best Monday that you can Monday!

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